love?

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest

and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone

can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses,

you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you,

then one stupid person,

no different from

any other stupid person,

wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you.

They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day,

like promise you or smile at you,

and then your life

isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you.

It eats you out and

leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like

'maybe we should be just friends'

turns into a glass splinter

working its way into your heart.

It hurts.

Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt,

a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

hate love.

The past may hurt,

but you can either run from it...

Or learn from it,..:)