suara ku berharap

haha..jiwang sket ari ni..hihi

:D

btol ke ak 'hate love??'

huhu

xtaw nak ckap ape..

tapi siyes ak daa serik kot..

sjak clash ngan ikram yg sengal tuh..

ak btol2 anti ngan laki..

ak kapel ngan orang semate2 nak dorg rase

mcmane ak pnah skit..

tp x adil kan??

hurm..tapi itula yg berlaku skang..huhu

xpe la..sme daa berlaku ain..

ade hikmah..

moga2 satu ari nati ak jmpe org yg btol2 akan jd suami aku..

daa penat melayan kerenah kaum adam ni..

bialaa..ak redho..huhu

hasrat hati aku telah ku sampaikan padee mak aku..

iaitu..ak nak mak aku mencarikan jdoh utk ku..

ape yg mak ak ske,itulah yg aku ske..

:D

moga menjadi kenyataan..

tapi..mak aku ckap:

"xslah kalo ain cube cari kat u nati..mane tahu itu jdoh ain.."

adoiya..mcm tuh plak..

ak menjwb:

"mlas laa nk pkir2 lg..kalo ade,ade..xde ma kene cari..haha"

mak ak tersenyum je..

so..tgok laa mcmane nati..

k laa..

mau lyan cite korea..

papai..

love?

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest

and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone

can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses,

you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you,

then one stupid person,

no different from

any other stupid person,

wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you.

They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day,

like promise you or smile at you,

and then your life

isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you.

It eats you out and

leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like

'maybe we should be just friends'

turns into a glass splinter

working its way into your heart.

It hurts.

Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt,

a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

hate love.

The past may hurt,

but you can either run from it...

Or learn from it,..:)

cari ketenangan..

wah3..haha

semalam saye tgk jangan tido lagi kat tb3..

uwaaa..sedey bkn kepalang..huhu

ade belangsungkawa utk arwah achik spin..

fyi,saye sjak zaman skolaa rendah lh memg pmnat fanatik dye..huhu

sgt2 mnat..sampai sme lagu,sme cte sal dye saye taw..

semalam tgk rakaman dye,smpai menitis air mate..

tgk jenazah dye yg pucat kesi..dgr anak dye pggl "ayah..ayah.."..

waaaa..ckup pilu kot..

mcmane laa balu dye tuh nk truskn idop..

yelaa..tulang blkg kuarge da xde..

tyme saye taw dye meninggal,saye mcm shock kjap..xtaw nk ckp ape..just mate je yg berkelip..

huhu

sdey laa

(skang pon air mate nk kua)

huhuhu

saye tgeh berusaha mendownlod lagu terbaru arwah ngan nana..

'cari ketenangan'

moga arwah pon tenang disana..

k

got to go..

mau menages puas2 dlu..

papai..

Kami berkumpul..

28 april..family saye ade kenduri arwah..saye sebenarnye agak sukar untuk meghadirkan diri untuk majlis2 mcm ni..tapi dipakse oleh kaum keluarga,kaki yg sememangnye berat nak melangkah ni,saye gagahkan jgak..

Tetibe ayah saye ckap,sepupu sepapatku dari jauh datang jgak..wahh..tetibe kaki saye jadi ringan..pastuh x sbar2 nak g umah mak sedare saye tuh..dari jauh saye daa Nampak,kete kesayangan sepupu saye tuh daa ad..makin gembira hati ini..haha..agak lame kami xjmpe kot..ari tuh sepupu saye sorang tuh,kawen,tapi saye xdpt nk balik sbb tyme tuh exam banyak..huhu..melepaslah nak jpe dorang..skang tibe masenye saye nak bergosip sakan ngan dorang..haha

Sampai2 jep,dari jauh sepupu saye(kami pggl along) dah menjerit panggil name saye..wah2..femes jap..huhu..kalo nak taw,tyme kami berjumpe,wajib ade cite yang nk cite..dulu2..tyme kecik2,kami lah kumpulan yang paling nkal..haha..memang slalu laa kene tarik telinge..kami ni terdiri daripada 6 orang iaitu saye,along,faten,faiz,abg fadli n abg saye..tapi semalam abg saye xdpt hadir sbb sibuk sgt..huhu..jadi kami 5 org jelaa..saye plg rpat ngan along n abg fadli..dorg daa mcm abg saye sendri dah..ape2 hal,slalu kongsi..sgt2 SYG dorg..hihi..

Borak pny borak smpai kami xsdar org daa rmai smpai..adoiya..ni plg mls ni..kene sediakan mkanan..saye cpt2 larikan diri bersame faten..haha..jahat tol kami berdua..kami buat2 sebok..pdahal kami saje je..nseb bek laa ade org yg lg betuah dari kami utk melakukan keje tersebut..haha

Lpas abes kenduri arwah tuh,tetbe along panggil saye..saye dgn muke poyo nye pergi la..pastuh kami berborak laa..saye baru taw,dye rupenye pon daa clash ngan cikaro dye..huhu..katenye,pompuan tuh curang..pastu dye ckp,dye clash kali ni dye bg adiah kat x-cikaro dye tuh..saye pny la pkir ape adiah tuh..rupe2 nye dye bg adiah penampar kat awek dye..siyes takot tyme dgr dye cite..yelaa,sthu saye,dye x laa garang sgt..haha..tapi pastu,tetbe dye ckp”ko single,ak single..y not kalo kite plak yg kpel berdue??”selambe badak je dye..saye tgk muke dye,memg btol2 siyes la..cuak gler saye..nak jwb gagap2..huh..memg xterkate waa ckp lu..

Tetibe dye ketawe kuat..kuang asam pny orang..dye maenkan saye rupenye..adoiya..saye terkene lg..huhu..dye memg JHT!uwaa…tyme tuh gak air mate ase nk menitis..huhu..saye kuatkan semangat saye..buat2 ketawe gak..pastu cover ckp daa taw daa dye nak maenkn saye..pdhal,lam ati ni daa mcm nk pecah da..huhu..(sebenanye saye pon xtaw ape prasaan saye kat dye..syg memg syg,tp xtaw laa syg as a bro o not)..but,my mom said dat”jgn laa nk bercinta cintun ngan sepupu sepapat sendiri..nati sush..genetik x elok org kate..”haha..ma…ma…pndai btol meneka isi hati saye ye..so,saye yakin yg saye memg syg dye as my bro..xlbey k..haha..lgpon,kan sYe nk mak saye carikan suami utk saye..hehe

P/s:haha..agak skema saye citekan??haha..saje nk banggekan bahasa malysia..hihi

:D

Papai..akn ad cite len d mase akan dtg..

saye budak baru belajar..

hai semua..

huhu..akhirnye saye ciap gak blog ni..

da lme saye mngidamkan ad blog sendri..haha

alhamdulillah..

dgn berkat kesabaran serta tunjuk ajar dari atie~..haha

thankz taw atie..

:)

insyaallah..dari semase ke semase..saye akn update blog ni n jadikan ia lbey menarik..kawan2 jemput laa jd follower..haha

n..kalo saye post sesuatu tuh..sila2 lah komen..hehe

:D

buat mase skang..saye xde story lg..nati la ekk..

:D

hehe

k laa..

mau chow..

papai...

unfaithful..=P

Instructions:

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/mp3/mp4/ipod/windows media player/mixpod/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

ketulusan hati-Anuar Zain

~haha..ye kot~

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

pupus-dewa

~adoiya!~

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

hotel california-eagles

~aloh..cmne 2 ekk??haha..btw teringat senior saye menyanyi~

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

bila cinta-mila

~pulop doh..huhu`

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

slumber-oag

~memg btol la!agaga~

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

gadis melayu-jamal abdillah

~haha..bangge plak ase nye~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

closer to me-five

~ske lagu ni~

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

perfect-simple plan

~:)..teringat mek au yg mnat gler simple plan dlu..hihi~

WHAT IS 2+2?

butakah cinta-spring

~alamak..kantoi ak jiwang..haha~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

janji kita-spin

~hihi..adoiya..sdey plak bile teringatkan arwah achik spin~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

lonely no more-rob thomas

~haha..taw xpe..ad la jgak mate ak nk memandang~

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

i kissed a girl-kate perry

~alamak!bile plak ak kiss girl ni??kiss pipi pnah la..haha~

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

kenapa-shazzy n lah v.e

~knpe ape??saye nak jadi diri saye pade mase tu la~

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

terlalu cinta-rossa

~plak dah..memg btoy2 ak angau ni~

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

aku dia & kamu_d-va

~hurm..~

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

untukmu ibu-mamat

~weeee~

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

hantu-m111x

~hahahhaha~

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

bintang-air

~haha..saye memg ske tgk bintang~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

bunga emas-iklim

~yeah..dorg memg berharga buat saye~

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

this love-marron five

~agaga~

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

di atas normal-peter pan

~haha..xtaw~

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?

aku sindarella~amylea

~hehe~

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

na..na..-so7

~memg syok..haha~

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

tercipta untukku-ungu

~mmg saye touching ngan lagu ni~

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

only one-yellow card

~haha..amin~

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

cinta kenangan silam-x.p.d.c

~adoiya..btol ke??~

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

kurnia-slam

~huhuhu~

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

pudar-rossa

~ye ke..haha..teringat kat rumet tyme f2..ciap wat vdeo clip lagu ni lg lam bilik~

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

toyol-aznil

~haha~

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

unfaithful-rihanna

~adoiya..haha~